Role Model?

I know that eventually people become role models, for their children, siblings, and other family members, but imagine being that for someone you don't even know...a role model. Its a weird feeling right? Being careful of the things that you do and say, watching how you dress, no pictures with liquor...or no liquor at all, ceasing foul language, walking with your back straight. A rather daunting task if I do say so myself. You guys that know me, know that in normal situations I would never sign up to be ANYONE'S role model. Three years or so ago I could not have been my OWN role model truth be told. 

Isn't it crazy how God forces you into things you never thought you'd actually be apart of? One morning, or one night in the shower all of these ideas hit you, and you refuse to act on them because the time doesn't seem right, but honestly there is no better time. You're thinking "well first I need to get myself together", "I have a few more things that I need to do before I can put 100% into this idea", "maybe its an idea and nothing more." All of these statements are what I like to call show stoppers. We convince ourselves that we aren't ready or that we aren't good enough, only to be forced into these roles anyway, rather we want to be there or not its kind of funny.

For almost two years I have been absolutely curving the idea of this and I still haven't totally accepted this. I'm not ready to grow up, I want to remain a 30 year old child, apparently it's impossible to do so and some of my adult roles have completely grown on me, and I love them. So here's to the start of "Little Girls Big Dreams" I even have a mission statement.

To help young girls realize and pursue their dreams, all while empowering them to believe in themselves and their abilities.

Bear with me as this is a huge work in progress and honestly one of many ventures that have piqued my interest, but I figure if I've been having this same idea for the past two years and haven't worked towards it at all, then it must mean something. This is going to SERIOUSLY test me. Y'all. I suck at planning things, I can't even show up to some things let alone be on time so this entire thing is as surprising to me as it is to some of the people I've told, if not more! Pray my strength as I embark on this journey.

Ciao